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[24 May 2005|11:45am] |
So this sucks. I've been barrowing my moms jeep for getting around places. Now all the sudden shes like not letting me use it as much because she said that she knows somehow that iw as "drinking and driving" and she was to take away my license HAHAHAHAHA.
ANYWAYS. Im fucked for this week because i'll be kissing her ass to use that damn thing. Lindsey and i went car shopping and i think im getting the 2 door Acura ..black leather seats..black tinted windows..pimp.
RANDI . Call me woman.
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[01 May 2005|01:03pm] |
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Andrew has been here since Friday. We are having a blast <3 We are fucking hot together..thats all. I'll update more later :)
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[12 Mar 2005|02:06pm] |
I havent really written in a while and so many things have happened.*
I've been falling into a bad pattern of not fallowing my diet and not exercising with my routine :( I've been in a slump, sort of speak. I'm starting to get my shit together this weekend though and step it up on a notch. Mark and i have been hanging out everday because he only has classes Tues&Thursday and he works only a few days a week compared to when he worked everyday. We've become really close..almost too close. I have never felt so comfortable with a person in my life. We fit eachother. But, i met someone else. =/ Yah. I don't even know where to start. Well, i wasn't "looking" because i obviously have Mark. He just came along. He's amazing. He's BEAUTIFUL. Like orgasmic (he's a model 2). He's so smart. He has his life together (unlike Mark). Lets just say, he's everything Mark isn't and more. Isn't that horrible? I feel so badly. I haven't hooked up with this guy or anything. We've just been talking as friends and getting to know eachother. But there is something different about him. I can tell. I'm not going to say his name because he is well-known and i don't want any drama.
I have a photo shot on Monday with a photographer from Maxim. NO i won't be in Maxim. But i could be :) They are having a modeling scout try to find 12 girls (out of like millions that are applying) for the theme of "America's Sweetheart". THe photographer CALLED ME. So, i think i have a good in :) I'm so nervous. I have never worked with someoen so BIG.
gotta go to the gym. love yall
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[19 Jan 2005|11:21pm] |
K so i think im gunna keep my LJ (due to the fact that i just love yall)...but i will rarely keep up on it..just with major things that happen :) Trust me..there will be alot of big things coming my way..but i'm not a girl to brag ahhaha.
<3
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[18 Jan 2005|01:16pm] |
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I am going to be deleting my live journal =/ I just have too much shit going on. I'm tryin to move before April to FL with my brother. I have alot of offerings for modeling. I'm going to be working and traveling alot. This thing will just sit here and have no entrys. SO. With that said..this will probably be one of my last entrys. I love you guys and will miss you <3
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[05 Jan 2005|01:46pm] |
WTF. Im so pissed .. haha. I still can't work my digi cam to get the pix up to the computer, so i took a pic of a picture LOL. HOW GAY. But wtf im really upset that they aren't showing up on my computer. It says that my camera isn't plugged in when it really is and its up to the right port. SO GAY. Im mad!!!
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[29 Dec 2004|06:32pm] |
IM BACK BITCHES.
I was in Fl. Holy shit. I'll tell you later.
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[18 Dec 2004|03:53am] |
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holy shit im drunk right now and ijust got back from the club..OK in one way i love being friends w; famous people and in other ways i HATE it..you get vip and you think ru fucking cool and everyhthuig..and then as soon as someone else comes along that is famous..yolre nothing but old news and they act like yo dont exhist. THANKS RYAN. fuck u. bye.
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[08 Dec 2004|11:02pm] |
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OK. So some people know that i met Ryan Cabrera a while back w/ Kim..i am seriously just blown away at how popular he has become. he deserves it ALL <3
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[27 Nov 2004|09:42pm] |
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Anyone know any cute stores that i could buy a jacket online at?? I went to Bebe, AF, AE,Guess, Forever 21..and i really only found like 2 or 3 that i like but their all like 200$ ..and i dont have that much right now lol..help!!
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[27 Nov 2004|12:14am] |
Its about that time where i need a change in my hair..it changes all the time. I'm just debating on what to have Nicole do to it lol..
Oh btw. I officially fucking HATE 16 yr old whores who think that im jealous of them :)
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[05 Nov 2004|02:18pm] |
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This is the HARDEST thing i have ever done.
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[31 Oct 2004|03:48pm] |
Happy Happy Happy Happy Anniversary~ To me and Emilee <3
To when we became friends..on Halloween ..in Salem LMFAO.
To Shunny: Thank you for always being there. Thank you for always making me try to hold my pee in because im laughing so hard. Thank you for listening to my bitching. Thank you for staying friends through all the drama. Thank you for living so close to the famous Roast Beef place where i get my chicken tenders and fries. Thank you for throwing a #7 McDonalds at your mom. Thank you for drinking a whole box of Pink Wine w/ me.Thank you for sitting with Mark and I while we listened to a drunk woman sing while we ate cheese fries @ Johnny Rockets.Thank you for making sweet sweet love to kitty cat lover LMFAO. AND SO MUCH ..MUCH MORE...
God we've been through it all..and more lol. But i still have your back no matter what and i know you will always have mine! I <3 u slutbag!
super kute16: HAPPY ANIVERSARY
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[28 Oct 2004|06:33pm] |
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Im going this halloween as a vampire hoe lol i got my costume in the mail today..im gunna try it on tonight lol im a loser
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[26 Oct 2004|09:39pm] |
I would be so happy if i could just lay around in my jammies 23 hrs a day =/
On a depressing note- Marks friend Ben was killed last night. He was hit by a train..they are still investigating but the police say it was a suicide? But Mark said that he was having trouble w/ $$ because he owed alot of bookies $$. =/ I met him before..he was a good kid. Mark is so depressed its not even funny..i dunno what to do. I told him i would go to the funeral w./ him and he said he would call me back..i could tell he had been crying. Poor thing. I know what its like to loose a close friend. </3
RIP Ben
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[22 Oct 2004|06:07pm] |
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Today at the salon this lady came in and i was on my break so i was just sitting there drinking a coke (w/ a straw of course lol)..and she starts talking to me about how this is her first time "out of the house" since her son died. I was like HOLY SHIT. It automatically caught my attention and i was like "im so sorry" and she just opened up to me. I guess he died 2 months ago in a car crash off of 95 N a local high way that everyone takes. He and 2 of his friends were driving back from a club when he lost control of the car and hit a tree..he was the only one killed =/ She showed me pictures in her wallet and i literally started balling my eyes out. Shit like this happens everyday. But yo know what? It really made me think..im not living life to the fullest. For now on- i dont give a FUCK about anyone or anything and i WILL be happy..even if i have to make myself..because there may never be a TOMORROW. </3
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[19 Oct 2004|12:57pm] |
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I dont know wtf is wrong with me lately. I feel like im getting back into old patterns of being lazy/depressed. Even though im not sad? I am just miserable sometimes..even though i shouldn't - i have a beautiful bf who loves me more then anything/ a beautiful house/a loving family/a good job..BLAHHHHHH. I dunno. I just can't ever be 100% happy. Today i was so sick and missed work again (for anyone who doesnt know i have Crohns disease..a digestive disorder disease). Now im so mad at myself for missing work and i know they aren't happy w/ me. But i can't help it :( I need to move out of this fucking state..thats what it is lol.
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[14 Oct 2004|07:03pm] |
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What do you do when someone you grew up with and really care about..is addicted to oxycotton. No matter what i do or say, she wont listen to me. Im loosing my friend.
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